Scary because they’ll have a part of me-the same part of me I’ve been trying so hard to keep to myself. Scary because it involves exposing myself to strangers. The deeper I get into this, the scarier it is. “Okay,” I say, pushing back the nerves that have started building in my stomach. Just holding the ticket in my hand will be enough to make this all bearable, for just a little while longer. It’s not enough to really set me up for The Plan, but it’s a nice start. If I send out five topless pics, that’s a quick hundred bucks. Twenty for topless, but I think if you change into the pale pink tank, you’ll get more money.” “Five bucks for a tank without a bra,” Mary lists off, “ten for full cleavage with a little nipple. Apparently, virgins aren’t a social embarrassment in the world of Sugar Daddies the way it is at my high school. Three months later and I’ve got quite a following. I was curious at the time, but not enough to really follow through with anything. I didn’t mean to get into being a Sugar Baby, but after posting a photo of myself on the beach in my bikini over spring break, the requests kept coming in on my ChattySnap account. “Then start going for straight cash,” she says, smacking on a stick of gum. “I keep getting gift cards to Starbucks, but I have to sell them to get the cash.” “What should I ask for?” I snap a few test pictures, trying to look sexy and far happier than I feel. Mary, who I’m talking to over video chat, gives me a thumbs up. The Daddies cream themselves over a hint of nipple.” I tug at the top of my tank and rub my thumb over my nipple. Things might be a lot easier for me if I were. I won’t pretend like I’ve got the biggest tits in the world, but I’m not totally flat, either.

Gnawing at my fingernail, I ask, “What about this one?” Trigger Warning: this book contains graphic abuse, dub/non-con, intense bullying, and other uncomfortable situations.īefore you go! Please join our Reader Group! Killian Payne, Dimitri Rathbone, and Tristian Mercer are evil, spoiled, entitled, complicated, terrible people. If you think Heston Wilcox, from Devil May Care, is bad and teeters the edge of appropriateness then turn back now. If you have read other Angel Lawson books this is different. More so than anything else we have written. We’ll never be able to look you in the eye over dinner again.įor everyone else this book is dark. If you are a friend or family member turn back now.

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